i scared a nurse away abd i feel bad about it and hurt..mp3

I think I scared the nurse off she was supposed to come back to finish paperwork for nurse to come check on me. I think the bumps on my body and the fact I don't have a chair or not at least middle class scared her off and now it going to storm . I blocked out an hour all she told me was I had to get something in my car. Nope car is long gone I was kind told her I couldn't hear I apologized for not having a chair for her . I even called the office to apologize for scaring her. I felt ugly and hurt..